SUICIDE.

It's hard to be friends with someone you still love.

With someone you're not yet over with.

Then you'd see him/her with someone else.

It's like pushing yourself to death.

SUICIDE.

Songs

There are still a lot of songs that I wanted to sing for you.

But there's no more chance.

There will never be another chance.

Because you already got her to sing for you

Study. Study.

I have 36 pages of handouts to study for my finals tomorrow. and I haven't read yet. ARGH. :|

Why did I let it happen?

I've been crying for days since it happened.

Bumaba tingin ko sa sarili ko after mangyari yon.

I keep on asking myself why did I let it happen.

Hindi naman kasi ako ganon.

Nasaktan ako sa sinabi mo nun pero sige pa rin ako.

Natatakot na rin ako na baka isipin mo na ganon ako.

HINDI AKO GANON! SAYO LANG!

Oo, sige gusto ko rin yung nangyari partly, pero mas nananaig yung takot ko mawala ka sakin pag hindi ko ginawa yun. (I know it's stupid.)

Alam mo yun ansakit para sakin na puro IKAW at IKAW lang iniintindi ko.

Yung tipong kahit galit ako or naiinis ako, ikaw pa rin iintindihin ko.

Ang hirap magworry sa taong hindi naman nagwo-worry ng katulad sayo.

Hindi ko alam. Ewan.

After nun, I felt so wrong.

You became cold.

WRONG MOVE.

I dunno what to think.

Nagtatalo pa rin yung isip ko:

Whether iba ka sa mga typical na lalake o katulad ka rin nila.

You know what I mean.

Super confused ako.

Iba naman kasi pagkakakilala ko sayo e.

I dunno what to think.

FCK.

I just feel so wrong right now.

Mahal na mahal pa rin kita.

Hindi ko alam.

Hindi kita magets.

Hindi ko alam kung ano gusto mangyare.

Iba yung sinasabi mo sa kinikilos mo.

Hindi ko na alam.

Nasasaktan nanaman ako.

Alam ko naman alam mo yun.

:(

Hindi ko na ata kilala sarili ko.

Hindi ko na ata kilala sarili ko.

Hindi naman ako ganito dati.

Nag-aaral.

Matiyaga.

Mahilig magbasa.

Walang tres.

Occasional uminom.

Ngayon.

Tamad mag-aral.

Pabaya.

Tamad magbasa.

Puro inom.

May FA ako.

WTF.

I wanna go somewhere far.

I wanna disappear.

I wanna die.