Boxing

Nakakainit ng ulo.
Walang magawa.
Dati tuwang tuwa pa ko ng walang ginagawa.
Ngayon im so booooored.
Well, not really bored.
I wanna go boxing.
Its like a vice.
A good vice.
May ganun ba good vice? lol
Sige sabihin na lang natin addiction.
Hindi ko na kayang hindi magboxing.
And its making me freak out!
Its like pag hindi ako nagboxing tataba agad ako.
Nakakapraning.
Nagiging health conscious na ko.
Charing.
Nagiinit ulo ko.
Boxing is one of the reasons I got to go out of here.
Haaaaay.
Whatevs.
:|

Christmas

Christmas na Christmas umiiyak ako.

What's wrong with me?

Memories.

Naalala ko lang plans ko for christmas nung kami pa.

Yayayain ko dapat sya mag-Christmas with my family.

If ever matuloy umalis yung family nya at maiwan sya dito sa Phil.

And he didn't know about it.

Everything is ruined bago pa mag-Christmas.

Though di natuloy yung pag alis ng family nya.

Shitty memories.

Kaya bitter ako sa pasko.

:(

I never told anyone that it still haunts me.

Whatever “It” is about. I never told anyone that I dream about that “event” until now and wake up crying. Yes, you’re way over it. But I already told you before don’t kid about it.

Maybe, you forgot.

It kills me every time I dream about it. Its pulling me back down. I regretted letting my emotions took over me without thinking. I regretted letting those words out of my mouth. It was my biggest mistake. My biggest regret.

Now, I’m back to step 1 again.

Depression would really kill me.