CRAP.

I'm feeling depressed again.

I dunno if my mood's playing up on me again.

I dunno.

I just feel worthless.

It felt like hell.

It's effin killing me.

Depression.

Why can't you just leave me alone?

You keep coming back.

Things will be alright

Then all of a sudden it would be all fucked up again.

Life is so effin unfair.

I guess I'm thinking too much again.

How I wish I could just shut my mind off.

Things would be better that way.

Arghh.

I remember a line said by Barney Stinson from How I met your mother.

"That's the whole point of getting drunk. You do things you would never do in a million years if you were sober."

But I already stopped drinking.

How I wish I could get drunk.

Atleast just for that time I could do things without thinking.

I won't think of the effin things that dismays me.

But I can't.

I shouldn't.

And I won't.

I shouldn't be alcohol dependent.

All of us knows that alcohol won't solve any problem.

It's just like sleeping, only with your eyes open, and waking up,

And the problem is still there infront of yer face.

I just miss the feeling of getting "high" with alcohol.

Errr.

Goodbye Alcohol.

See how emotionally unstable I am.

I'm just emotionally unstable okay?

I'm not a schizo.

lol.

Nothing really good happens at 2 a.m.

Look at this crappy blog.

Now, I'm sleepy.

Hanggang dito na lang by Jimmy Bondoc

I just heard it from the radio.

It's a sad song with a good lyrics/message.

It has nothing to do with my blog.

I just dont wanna make a new post for this one.

I'm just trying to put all my thoughts in one blog.

I'm sleepy.

It's 9/9/9.

Why do people say happy 9/9/9?

I don't get it.

LMAO.

Was 999 suppose to be a lucky number or something?

I feel unlucky about it.

It's still looks like an inverted 666 for me.

LOL.

Whatever.

I already saying nonsense.

I'm sleeping.