Jmie.

JAMIE.

Yeah, that's my name.

It was almost 2 months ago that I changed my name on facebook.

I made it JMIE.

Without the A.

Only 2 persons noticed that "A" was missing.

Somebody asked me why there's a missing letter on my name.

I haven't disclose the reason to them yet.

I was so shy to tell them truth so I just tell them "For a change."

It was really cheesy.

I was afraid that they'd laugh about it.

It was also 2 months ago that I lost the love of my life.

Even if we've been together for just a short period of time,

He's been the love of my life.

I never felt that way before.

I never felt that happy.

I never loved like this before.

I never longed for someone like this before.

He's the man that I've been dreaming to be the father of my kids.

The man that I wanted to grow old with.

But he's gone with the wind.

It was like losing a part of me.

The important part of me.

I've been a broken glass.

It's impossible not to lose something when it's broken.

It will be hard to rebuild the broken pieces back together without being cut.

Okay, I'm way over the topic.

Jmie.

It symbolizes my "grief."

I lost him.

I lost a part me.

I feel so incomplete.

It's like he brought with him my "A" when he left.

I dunno when I'll be complete again.

I hope I'll have the strength to hold on to my life.

I hope I'll be able to endure the pain.

Before it gets too late.

IKR.

I'm so baduy.

But this is the truth.

This is how I feel right now.

LOL.