"Teardrops slowly fall from my eyes as I look to the sky, and I question how come life keeps passing me right on by. I just wonder why I can't escape, is this my fate? To always be unhappy and how much longer must I wait..."
-from Yesterday/Today lyrics
08/24/17
ReplyDelete...Right now, I'm on the state wherein I'm lost, tired, lonely and depressed.
Don't know what to do,
Don't know what to say,
Thousands of thoughts racing in my mind.
A lots of memories flashing.
Came rushing like flood.
Stormy sky, sleepless nights
Loud thunder, like a dagger to my heart
A dark, dark, gloomy day, mirroring my face right now
Strong gust of wind, swaying me like a lifeless human being
It's dry outside,
But it's raining cats and dogs inside
Clouding my eyes with every tears that glide
Wishing the rain,
Could just wash off the pain
A pain,
I could not even identify
Who or what is the reason behind
I feel nostalgic
It felt tragic
But somehow, I'm feeling euphoric
So confusing
My mind is blowing.
A past, that should just pass...
But it keeps on coming back
In a way like a boomerang.
Boom! I can smell my doom.
Why do I feel empty
In the middle of this busy city.
I feel unloved
Is this a curse from the heaven above?
Is that I'm just numb?
Or just playing dumb?
- MARY RUTH ONG