I've been struggling for this past month.
I wasn't able to control myself.
I've been so emotionally weak.
It affected a huge aspect of my life.
I've been depressed.
I can't focus on anything.
My studies has been affected.
God damn it.
I'm supposed to be on my last year but I really can't concentrate.
Depression + lack of concentration = BOOM
I got stuck.
So I decided to drop my THESIS.
It means I won't graduate this 2010.
It means I'll extend for another year.
It means I can't march with my classmates.
Will I be able to accept the chaotic depression these events would give me?
Can I endure it?
I can't help but blame myself for being weak.
Chances we're given but I didn't do anything.
I know.
I'm stupid.
I'm so sorry for the people who supported me.
Sorry.
I FAILED.
Maybe you just lack time management that’s way you keep struggling on writing your thesis. Well, I think it would be a good idea to manage your time properly. That way, you can have time for writing your thesis statement, and at the same time have time to relax a bit and relieve some stress that thesis writing cause. Anyway, what happened to your thesis?
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